february blues

I sit at my desk pondering about life and love. It makes me so sad because Im finally realizing that this is it hes leaving. I never knew what it was to love again until  i met him. He has changed my life completely. From being the lonely depressed girl who hid her sadness with the fake laughs to a loved girl who was able to find happiness and joy in another person. hes my best friend, my soul mate. I will always pray for you my love that you will be safe and strong and hopefully one day i have you again in the comfort of my arms.