Turning tables

I dont what it is with this month with past people asking me how i am. really? If you wanted to know you wouldnt have let so much time pass by. it amazes me that some people have the audacity to think that I will forgive them for all the shit they put me through. I only forgive HONEST people. how can you be someone's friend if you constantly LIE to them. if I was trying to BEFRIEND someone again I would have at least the decency to ask them for my FORGIVENESS and do whatever it is to have them in my life again. You had your chance and you refuse to be MATURE and MAN up to your BULLSHIT so just continue with your life and so will I pick some other temporary replacement I'm threwbeing yours . I'm searching to find my EVERLASTING LOVE