accomplishments...disappointments

i cant believe im a college graduate it seems like my childhood is over. You know when you work so hard in your life to achieve something and when you finally fullfill it your still in shock and then think whats next? really what is next? that is how i have been feeling the last couple of days. i turn around and i feel like my life is changing so fast. when i look back 6 years ago i was a naive freshman student living in chicago. i thought i could take on the world i thought i knew what i wanted. i was such in a rush to grow up. i felt like life was so good i was working going to a good school and in love. its funny how things change here i am 6 years later a graduate however still lost. i wish i could just go on a vacation in a different country and see how my days go by. im tired of the same routine and im tired of getting disappointed in people who i really cared for.later turned out to its sad but i guess its better late than never. thats why i find it so hard to keep my caged heart free. im just stay low for a while. like my best friend says your time will come just wait and see.